I forget so easily what’s really important to me.
I haven’t painted in a long while. I haven’t finished a spread in my journal, that I was supposed to be working in daily, in weeks. I’ve been distracted and constantly frustrated with myself. I imagine that will not end any day soon, but maybe I’ll remember what helps.
I believe I started this spread @Lardo w/Tait & Matt almost a month ago/damn. It was just another anxious sketch I was never going to finish. I’ve used gouache ~twice before? Anyway, I decided to finish it out of boredom and frustration.
Maybe I’ll stop letting this blog go weeks without an update?